If you do anything hoping others will like it then you will never be satisfied.
Creators build because they love it or see value beyond what some believe.
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Artists and creators "have to" paint, compose, write, perform. At the extreme, there comes a point in the thought process where the physical and mental tension builds to such a pitch that you have to express it to get it out of your head else it will do you harm. The Agony and the Ecstasy embodies this human condition.
So yeah, our man @Simply Nostr has no option but to carry on conveying his insights on Nostr, build up a body of work for the ages, and die penniless:)