It’s a real shame that my memories of my time here will be spoiled by emptiness…it’s a shame that no meaning has been found with someone who clearly does not have enough meaning or satisfaction in their life. But I’m grateful for some things, even if people are ungrateful for my feeling.

I think after tomorrow, I’ll leave the online word a while to eat itself into oblivion because I need more. They won’t feel the regret at first but it comes for them all. I just wish one day I’ll find my reason why I’m here at all. He knew of me first. There’s still many in this world who do