I feel ya bruv. My father completely threw our family into the trash. It burns even more because I can look at my great uncle's family who didn't fall for the jew's tricks. Everyone on that side of the family is successful, established, and retain the land our family settled. I have spent my life trying to claw my way out of the mud my father threw our side of the family into all so he could drink, abuse drugs, and live out the "values" of short sighted self-indulgence the jews impressed upon him.