oh.... my guess is it's clurb night and the dead ex italian straight-but-lesbian single mother my dad dated in the late 80s - her dad was president of the arizona italian club. and her best friend's narratives are also banked there and when the musils fuck around there, they trigger stuff and my guess is it triggered my step mom somehow about an ex and off it all went.

plus kirk... they're all kinda jumpy. lmfao.