When I was a kid I used to watch the dumb kids pick their nose (or scabs) as they sat in ignorance of all that was around them.
They seemed happy in their ignorance. Blissfully unaware & unconcerned with the teachers disapproval & frustration. They seemed to have no idea that they were dim.
I used to wish I were them because their existence seemed so easy. I used to wish I were stupid.
I also want to be a kid again
Those days are the most beautiful time of my life 🥰
I'd like to just to just see it again.
To live it as a passive observer so that I can understand those deep wounds I've now largely suppressed & forgotten.
Compassion for the little Brisket is how I've healed many of my traumas. I still feel like some memories are still being suppressed.
You can just go out in public and pick your nose if you want to experience what it was like to be them! 😂😂
