I'm reaching a point where I just want to run away from my life and sart a new one. Leave everything I own and everyone I know behind. The worst part is I don't know what it would fix, because I can't get away from myself.

I would give anything to start this year over. Literally anything. Even knowing how painful it would start. I would suffer it all again If it meant I had a chance to not let it destroy me and the people I love...

I wonder how possible it is in this day and age... Just getting in the car to go somewhere and start over. Feels like it's impossible now. Maybe I'm wrong. I wish I knew how.