When I was a kid I had a t shirt from a board store in Hawaii I visited once. My favorite. Both what the t shirt said and the company name stuck with me. And I think maybe in your situation you could learn from both in different ways as well🤷🏽

The t shirt said

Chaos.

Disorder.

Destruction.

My job's done here.

And on the back it had the company logo.

Die Trying