I totally relate 🤙… It’s difficult to explain these days as everyone is a muppet mostly. I was beaten, sexually abused by adults in the school system, yet I still have lots of great memories. My early life was full of experiences i would never let my girls experience but it was the times. It shapes you. No way am I advocating this repeating nowadays. I am hardened by it, have lived a great life and more than anything it has made me stand up to the utter BS going on. I want all people to thrive.