Well, you could always go out there to find some friends to do your version of this.
I should stop dreaming and just do something useful. At least I should get out of the house.
https://cdn.azzamo.net/cc69a8b6dfedff50f8deff7e617a35021d3e012ac7c0aef0a6ca943c758b567f.mp4
#nsfw
Discussion
This npub is exactly for what's hard to do in real life. Also, some fantasies are meant to stay only that.