Fantasy and reality are two different things. In reality, I did it only once with two guys. I even wrote about it at some point. There are too many things left to try with two guys, and I wrote some ideas that I have about this too. Fantasy-wise, it's a different thing and it's about how horny I am. If I cum watching a fisting session, it doesn't mean that I want it or that I can even take it. Sometimes it's just about watching stuff. If I watch gay porn, I cum because it's hot, not because two gay dudes secretly dream about fucking a woman when they fucking each other in the ass. Does it make any sense?