My focus will continue to be on the new system that makes the current one obsolete & irrelevant.
I've taken the dark pill before & I believe that beyond awakening, it serves little purpose to focus on.
If what you're focusing on sparks fear, deal with the hurt part in you & let the fear go. Fear does not serve you.
If what you're focusing on sparks anger & rage, then it indicates something sacred to you is being violated. Find out what that sacred element is, it is part of your mission to protect it.
Transmute your rage into purposeful action.