It's my main wedding ceremony this weekend. I've always wanted to be with one woman, casual never appealed to me. But it just wasn't happening. I'd be left watching all my peers get married, start families and do all the things I wanted. The older I got the worse dating became. To the point where I questioned if the idea I had in my mind was even realistic. But without the journey there can be no destination and I'm eternally grateful for what I have been blessed with. Life undoubtedly has a lot of pain but these moments are to be lived to the full. My message to my youngerself and anyone else in this position is never, ever give up.