Warning: just *abstract-ish venting

My brain feels squished —>

👇👇👇👇

With not “depression”, but like, you ever had to sit & listen to a completely moronic person speak about something for an hour & the whole time you know they’re full of sh*t but u gotta stay quiet?

It’s like that, but way more sad, because your brain is connecting dots that lead to a feeling of hopelessness

Being misunderstood, or treated as someone who isn’t as intelligent as they see themselves, over a long period of time, takes its toll

It’s a constant feeling of being restricted, confined, reduced, teased (think reward on a string) & “caged”, if you will

Had this feeling since I can remember, but more & more it’s becoming the focus of my existence

The feeling of not being *allowed* to reach my potential, or even anywhere close to it is frustrating

I find myself unable to relate to my peers more & more so. Maybe it has something to do with the lack of healthy, fun, shared hobbies/activities in our society that loosens people up to the point where the ice is easily broken & laughs can be had, relationships can be established & connections can be made (🫂)

/express