I wish I understood the conflict in my brain. For context, I just downloaded ollama and played around with it on my local machine. I had fun, it was cool. I used Mistral-7B. It performed great, although I have a computer built for gaming.
On one hand it gives me hope and is exciting. On the other it fills me with dread because of how I feel about the effects it will have on humanity. Which, admittedly, aren't all bad but ultimately are. Just like the internet is turning out to be a net negative IMO.