It’s probably you
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The pattern is clear - internal anger and self-loathing projected outward, where civil patient discussion becomes a threat to the conspiratorial worldview which holds together your fragile self-image.
Honestly, sad to see. The hatred you’re expressing here must be poisoning your real relationships too. Please don’t be alone with this - ask for help from those who care about you.
The world sees how your subversives manipulate words in your favor.
It doesn’t work anymore, yet you persist.
It will thankfully be the end of you.
I hear so much pain in your words. I sincerely hope you reach out for support. This level of anger is hurting you more than anyone else. One day you’ll realize it, hopefully sooner than later.