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I know a lot about bitcoin and investing and economics, but at one time I knew nothing about any of these things.

20 years ago I knew nothing about investing.

11 years ago I knew nothing about bitcoin.

7 years ago I knew nothing about economics.

So what changed?

Well I was curious and then I followed that curiosity where it took me.

I became obsessed with the things I was obsessed with.

Some people look at how expensive a house is and think they’ll never afford one, other people think “I wonder how I can make it cheaper?” And then they learn to build a house.

Time is going to pass.

Your time is going to pass.

It’s been 10 years since I’ve been in bitcoin.

That time passed and I know plenty of people who have nothing to show for it.

In fact that’s the norm.

I’m the exception.

You know why?

Because they weren’t curious about anything and I am.

I care.

I care about my life, I want things. I believe if others have it so can I.

Somebody out there has the life you want.

You can have it too, but you have to give a shit about yourself.

You have to talk differently to yourself.

You have to focus your energy.

You have to break free and very often you will have to go it alone.

But the time is going to pass regardless and do you really want to have nothing to show for it?

Don’t do it because you need to prove something to other people.

Do it because you’re not living up to your potential otherwise.

Do you want all of the best things about you to remain hidden and buried and to one day rest alongside you in the graveyard?

Or do you want to be who you were meant to be?

It’s your call.

I made my decision some time ago.

My journey of becoming someone of some value started not long ago.

But i started giving a fuck about myself, im 20 years old but i smoked marihuana for 6 years regularly, cigarretes for same amount maybe even longer.

Every friendship almost tied to the same addiction and the ones that were not are over.

So yeah i do feel lonely right now but i wouldn't say EVER alone.

I found God and my addictions that i was too weak to even try quitting or rather i had no discipline to do anything beneficial in my life. I am an orthodox Christian my whole life but name Jesus resonated just recently and he's the one fueling this broken human and he's repairing everything that i and other people broke so far.

My addictive personality and my lack of giving a fuck about everything in general is an double edged sword, for the past 6 years i didnt give a fuck about myself and consequences of my own actions.

WHILE NOW i dont really give a fuck again about other people's oppinion and i will pray for everyone who wants to see me down,and everyone in general.

When i become great men with a lot of value i will make sure that every human that i encounter in my life that has the same spark i have right now in my eyes get wind flowing in their back in any type or way because i will know how much i needed it right now but again do i ?

I started having a lot of good habits but their not good enough i was working as an waiter for 6 years as well in various places now i am OnlyFans chatter and combination of my strong belief in God and contradiction of "having" to work (we dont have to do anything) on literally lust monetization is making me rather insane but its giving me freedom to learn programing and i do have sort of plan but goal?

Clear out 50k of parrents debt till end of 2026.

Me? Brokie?? Dont make me laugh. Those are all feeling i am acknowledging right now and i understand why i feel that way but i also acnowledge that perfection is enemy of the progress so i will start doing everything i once thought i wasnt "ready enough" and so my journey begins just as yours should too.

Whoever if anyone even is reading this testiment i will pray for you to find Jesus the same way he resonated in my heart and may he heal your wounds and give you strenght to move forward in life.⛓️‍⛓️‍⛓️‍💥 💥 💥

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This is the winning mindset you’re gonna make it man, stay the course.