I think you are putting yourself and your loved ones at risk with your antivaxxing. You should consult an objective, scientifically educated physician a.s.a.p. to see if you can yet be saved. Good luck!
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If you really believe that i dont know what to tell you, your a lost soul. Check out a movie called "died suddenly" and that should open your eyes. Not sure what research your doing but i would guess little to none lol.
Again, consult a good physician. Don't let social media or self interpreted information on the internet lead you into the health afflicted doom of the unvaccinated.
Its called knowlegde, you could use some
It's called Dunning-Kruger, google it.