Brother. You should never stop running. The race doesn't stop. Youve just admitted the only reason you can't run bitcoin from a terminal is because you've sequestered yourself to not being able to learn anything else because you're done improving yourself or incapable.
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I hear you. I already won the race and found out there was never a finish line. No one to compete with. I am always commited to growth but it's not about success or winning anything anymore. I already did that.