What hurts me the most is how we can build relationships with so many emotions and then destroy them as if they meant nothing, as if nothing had any value for us. I don't understand why people tend to walk away from their happiness, even though happiness is more important than freedom. That's why I am working on myself at this point as I think about nostr:npub1a2cww4kn9wqte4ry70vyfwqyqvpswksna27rtxd8vty6c74era8sdcw83a and my feelings for her. nostr:note1nmtnvj4x0rx3t3tp5v00d0r7hgc8leqsvjf9cvx3lgn65trpujrsn0qux4