honestly. this is is a very large part why i practice Zazen. the events of my life led me to seek. and for that i am grateful, even for the pain.

that may sound odd but it is the truth. the

i have found that it's best not to reinterpret people's pain. please just hear me. i'm not looking for advice or sympathy.

i made my peace with this a long time ago however some feelings are pretty much forever.