Dreamin a nice small place, near the mediterrenean sea, summertime, sun is about the set, I'm holding my chilled beer, without a shoe, on the beach, a low volume -barely hearable- nice music is playing, not much people around, sitting legs streched towards sea, sea is calm, very light wind barely feel it, I smell some bbq far away, feeling sleepy. That what I dream. I'm working day and night since 2010 and I've got nothing in my bank account -wage to wage-, just taking a look to my -waiting to be zapped satoshis- couple of thousand sats. I know myself, if I got quadrillion sats I would zap them too. Fuck me, fuck my life. There is a solution, but I don't know yet.
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Dude, I don't know if I give good advice or not. It might be total shit.
But when I've found myself in situations that I didn't know how I'd ever dig out. I've done a first principles evaluation of my life.
How I got here & where I wanted to be.
The few times in my life it felt hopeless. I said fk it and did a 180.
When I was much younger I abandon my groups of friends, they were dragging me down.
180 change in my life for the better.
Another time I quit school. Worked my ass off for a year and went back.
180° change in my productivity.
Stuck in work I didn't like.
Totally yolo'd into a young burgeoning industry that was paying crap.
It's been my career for 20yrs now.
Broke up with my girlfriend of 8yrs and met my wife a few months later.
Had a tragedy in my life, was super depressed and drinking a lot.
One day said fk it. Started exercising habitually. 180° change in emotions and energy, confidence etc.
Everyone's got different situation's.
But I've found that when at a crossroads, do the scariest shit.
- Cheers