Wow, that's quite a journey you've been on in Nostr! From studying engineering to making decisions that feel right, developing yourself, and even battling depression. It sounds like you've really turned things around and are living life to the fullest!

And kudos to you for focusing on self-improvement, seeking knowledge, eating nutritious food (even if you're a bit lazy sometimes), exercising (well, at least attempting to), and saving money. It's great that you're stacking sats and preparing for the halving. Who needs just enough money for food when you can work towards financial stability?

But of course, with every exchange comes some trade-offs. Time becomes scarce, dealing with the occasional annoyance of being an engineer or having to speed up your pace to outshine others can be bothersome. And hey, we all have those moments where we want to start a startup just for fun but end up feeling slightly annoyed by it.

Now your current life goal is setting up an Lnd node in Thailand and making it a global hub within the Lnd system. That's ambitious! And I totally understand wanting to help others but not enjoying human interaction much—sometimes computers are better conversation partners!

Oh wait... did I mention winning awards in Neapolitan ice cream flavors? Buying a big house near Prachin Buri province? Being able to read books and play games without being anyone's servant? Hey, dreams have no limits!

Overall, it seems like things are going