First of all, you are entirely retarded. Second, you are not "laughing your ass out", you are crying like the miserable piece of shit you are, and it shows.

Your whole account, not just your response to isolabell, is the same: a miserable display of sadness, yet worthy not of empaty, but public humiliation.

The reason Nostr will be better without you is the same reason the world will be: you are inferior. You aren't a force of good, but also not a force of evil, or a strength of any kind. Just a gross inconvenience of a tiny piece of shit which got stuck to a butthole hair after the first wipe.

The value of freedom of speech is in allowing the self-humiliation of slugs such as yourself, which is not a chance you've missed, providing others with the cathartic effect none needs, but some like, like a grottesche buffoon showing what happens to those who fail to graduate kindergarten and whose unreachable purpose is, for a moment, to make others as miserable as their whole life.

There is nothing good for you, not here on Nostr, nor anywhere else, nor are you worthy of anything but being used as a punchbag by others, without mercy, as it's clear you have and as you'll continue to be, as you deserve.

Using words that piss you off is not antithetical to freedom of speech. And, as for your insecurity arising from your inability to understand it, don't worry: you barely understand anything else, at all.

Any time you think anything good about yourself, or even decent, any time, that you understood something, that you won't be like this forever, you are wrong. It's a delusion that will quickly fade.

You deserve your suffering, it won't get better. And it's good.

As for your last question: no, I don't think I'd bother her with this. Any encounter with you is akin to stepping in human shit on the street. Not a concern, but surely something that smells bad and Nostr user'd better keep it hostile towards you.