Really trying hard to figure out if my urge to start a new podcast is

1) because I see other people creating & monetising an audience (fame & money)

Or

2) because I love having interesting conversations with people different to me (intuition & wisdom)

1) feels fake, surface level, doomed to failure, 2) feels like the only way to go long-term

I think it’s why I feel so drawn to focusing on Nostr… audience isn’t here yet so means by default not chasing 1)