Choices made in anger cannot be undone!!
Discussion
Compared to how many years of patience, trusting on people's good intentions and altruistic behavior? How much suffering and harassment and abuse, false accusations, lying, false promises have been undone? 😞
Do you know what it feels like if people have harassed you for years, set obstacles hoping you'll suffer an accident, motivated by false accusations?
Trust the people who believed all the false accusations and didn't bother to check. Trust the people who do not give you a chance to counter a direct accusations, forcing you to suffer through more bullshit instead of checking the truth. Being called anything and everything without an explanation.
If you gave to suffer through that crap, do you think it's easy to still maintain a good level of empathy?
Where the effort is put is in punishing me for anything they can find an excuse for, but the 95+% that was wrong .. how did that get fixed?
I am open to options. I don't see any. What I see are false promises, promises for improvement that never happen. What trust? What good morality? What good intentions? I haven't seen any of them demonstrated, except that I get accused of not showing enough.
