I’m having an existential moment, the background,

1. In January, I unexpectedly lost my job, although I had a sense that it might happen.

2. As a single father, my primary focus is taking care of my two children full-time.

3. I’ve successfully sold Salesforce consulting services for the last 12 years, I’ve really enjoyed helping customers achieve their goals and learnt so much along the way about tons of organisations in all kinds of industries.

4. I’ve had enough of it, the Salesforce culture and ecosystem has lost its lustre for me, it’s all too woke, carbon hysterical, there’s no joy anymore

5. For the last few years I’ve fallen down the bitcoin rabbit hole and loved it, I’m passionate, educated, articulate, I get excited about taking about it and do a good job getting others interested in it, it’s how I used to feel about my fiat job

6. I really need to find some work that gets me as juiced as selling services used to and that bitcoin does, or I need to snap out of it and get back in the fiat mine, it’s not that I’m not interviewing I am but I just can’t get me enthusiasm going.

Getting this out of my head and into the world, I find it helps me process it, and I know a ton of you will be struggling with how bitcoin changes you.