still what?
unable to talk about it
& the issue isnt me
Discussion
cos i sent a fucking email
cos i literally doxed my own cell phone number
in alpha bravo alphabet
literally my actual number
& never changed it
a single fucking phonecall?
no.
so if my habits,
my coffee intake,
my cigarettes
affect him?
& he is just shouldering it?
thats really fucking shitty
cos i think ive been pretty clear
about the kind of person i am
& how much
i would immediately talk it out, quit whatever, compromise on whatever
so both of us can coexist in ways that arent violative or health impactive
as proof of this
i am so sure he is managing the
adhd so so so much better
cos that was one of the misalignment issues freaking me out & hard to adjust for drift about
cos pharmaceuticals will do that