multiple fleeting joint pain, RF SLE negative, elevated uric acid, biochemically already under control on probenecid 1g BD but symptomatically terrible. i am having symptom almost everyday on my knee, ankle, shoulder blade, shoulder, big toe, wrist, everywhere.

on cocktails of pain killer; tramadol, celebrex, on off steroid every now and then. cant take allopurinol (always ended up with cellulitis)

so what should i do?

i feel like crying everyday. if i am stressed it got worse, if it is cold, it got worse

The #Buddha made his mission to, "end suffering". That is different from pain. Suffering is an added mental layer on top of the physical pain, and it is unnecessary.

What should you do? 'See only what your eyes see, hear only what your ears hear'. Very hard in difficult circumstances but you'll go deep into #consciousness very quickly, by God's will, if you accept. Then you'll notice the pain ain't so bad. Then God's grace will step in and some #serendipity will come your way.

In #Zen buddhist temples they make their disciples sit naked in the cold snow and then throw a wet blanket over them. Why? It's through difficulty that we become enlightened. God Willing, and may God make it easy for you. #EckhartTolle