No, I'm just saying I don't like that word as a word and don't include it much in my vernacular. I just don't speak online or in real life in such a way that uses that word.
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that's what you mean by "i'm not a fan" which i already knew and directed my last statement towards: nobody cares about your take on english
what's confusing is why you asked for clarification in the first place, why you say "normally"…as if this is special case