can I finally go live in a hotel for a while and not have to cook and clean.

can I actually enjoy everything I've worked for now.

can I not have random men acting like my handlers and can I buy new clothes.

can I get a car now and can I eat wherever I want.

can I stop having to prove myself to people who have nothing to do with me.

can I stop being everybody's opportunity.

can they just give me the money they allowed to be stolen and get over their jealousy.