I never respected you. To respect someone you have to know them, and I do not in any real sense. I gleaned some valuable information at times from things you have said but that's different from respect.

However, seeing how someone behaves towards others when there's no consequences for their behavior is a great window into what kind of person they are.

Take a look in that window, see what's reflected. Are you sure that's the kind of person you want to be?