Sometimes I feel that even if I had a large sum of money I can play with at any whim I would want, that I still wouldn't be "happy." Overall I'm a cheery or chill dude, but still lately hasn't been the same for me and I'm sure the same could be said for a magnitude of other out in the world. Especially since the covid lock downs.

I still feel like I'm missing something out there very deep to me. But I don't know what it is? Something I can't describe, maybe even mental or whatever. 🤷‍♂️