Brother.... I feel you so much in that statement. On a separate note, it also makes me feel really good when I can satisfy my woman. I usually wait till after she's done for to have my "fun". I've probably shared too much but basically, making your female have a good time is of upmost importance. And I totally agree that I love when she innitiates because it makes you feel wanted physically when most of the time you're wanted emotionally. Which is taxing as a man. Wife is always like "I woke up at 3am and couldn't get back to sleep. And I'm always like, well you could've gotten me up and came. Sure would have helped me go back to sleep 😂