I suspect I'd answer with a question:
"How badly do you want to know the true nature of reality?"
I have found very, very satisfying answers in the Christian Bible, and I write a lot about a lot of different things. I invite you to have a look and see why I've come down on the side of recognizing the man commonly known as "Jesus" as the one Paul describes as "the Blessed and Only Sovereign." He is my King, the only one worth my time, the one I will follow to and through the gates of hell.