haven’t modeled in a long time, but got offered to do a local runway show,

my heavy anxieties and invasive self consciousness almost made me deny the opportunity, but i had to stop myself. i decided to meditate, just for 10 minutes. i always used to think meditation was bullshit, but it emptied all the negative in my mind, and allowed to me to say yes to an opportunity, i didn’t think i could do.

now i know i can, and now im severely bullish on meditation. shout out to john butler, the best meditation guide there is. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_TtBqRWu4B84po58DpVyB1RkF6ToHwVl&si=VQ4omYBn6YQWKK-S