I’m not there yet, and maybe I’ll never get there. But I can assure you that I’m so much closer to that position now than even a year ago. I’ve been an atheist since I was a small child, maybe 5 year or so….
But the last couple of years I started to observe that EVIL is in fact real, and if so, GOOD should also be real.
Jesus represents GOOD and TRUTH for me. No lies. No deception. Only deep compassion.