That's cool and also super on the edge of spiritual bypassing. Don't zanex-ize your life. There is a full spectrum of experiences, and they are just as worthy to explore and acknowledge. When you live in a millenia old traumatized society, healing is an act of courage and rebelium. It comes with struggle and plenty of uncomfortable painful friction opportunities to polish thy radiance and strengthen your core and align with true light. Don't bypass. That journey from darkness to light is a blessing. Open your eyes to be able to see in the dark. Look at your shadows. That's not negative. Check it out and see if you can not get swept up by some waves. When you do see if you can learn to ride the waves with emotional intelligence.

Life is not all light and love, the dark forces are real, and they do oive inside you. Don't sprinkle sparkles on top of stinky shit. Compost it and integrate it proper. You are not awake or enlightened yet. Just my two sats.