Healing myself & loving myself (and then all of #humankind) completely wasn’t enough.

I attempted to play the game of life by my own moral rules but there is too much trickery & sickness & it’s not on me to fix anyone else. Maybe my rules are #universal & maybe I’m wrong. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Never has been ANYONE’s right to control others: that was ego & human issues. That’s the answer, right.

In order to “win” I have to accept that there will always be a #war to fight. Yeah, no. I’m laying down all my weapons. Tired of fighting. Everything within me has been repeatedly broken #mental #spirit #physical

While I know I’m more than capable of winning any battle … cause my #history has proved it … my #heart just isn’t in it anymore. Others can choose to continue fighting. Maybe that makes me an easy target but I’ll die (this time) with #love for all of #humanity in my #soul

For me: that’s been the hardest most painful, yet beautiful lesson of this life.

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"Protect your spirit, because we are in a place where spirits get eaten." #JohnTrudell

Whoever John was or is … so many have tried to eat my spirit … luckily for me I’m made of Phoenix Fire, my blood is literally cancer being Polycythemia Vera … so #PV to anyone that wants to come at me

If #cancer , a #stroke , my military service couldn’t kill me … there isn’t much that could eat me … at least nothing on this Earth is to ever be feared. Truly, I’m ready to go back to cosmic mediating full-time again. At least there, I can read all the vibrations & entities are real. 🤣🫂🥰😊

Your resilience is your existence ✊🏽🫶🏽🫂

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https://www.johntrudell.com/biography/