Healing myself & loving myself (and then all of #humankind) completely wasn’t enough.
I attempted to play the game of life by my own moral rules but there is too much trickery & sickness & it’s not on me to fix anyone else. Maybe my rules are #universal & maybe I’m wrong. 🤷🏻♀️ Never has been ANYONE’s right to control others: that was ego & human issues. That’s the answer, right.
In order to “win” I have to accept that there will always be a #war to fight. Yeah, no. I’m laying down all my weapons. Tired of fighting. Everything within me has been repeatedly broken #mental #spirit #physical
While I know I’m more than capable of winning any battle … cause my #history has proved it … my #heart just isn’t in it anymore. Others can choose to continue fighting. Maybe that makes me an easy target but I’ll die (this time) with #love for all of #humanity in my #soul
For me: that’s been the hardest most painful, yet beautiful lesson of this life.
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