Hahaha, perhaps. Or maybe not. I did think... You know this is forever. Why did I press post so fast? Been writing a lot of things lately and just letting them rest in draft. I thought, maybe this was my self sabotaging mechanism working with me toward breaking free from the imprisonment that is wanting to upold onto to some ficticious idea of putting out a well crafted image to appease others to like whatever polished unreal version of myself I share out there in search for external validation. (though I don't really try and do that for the most part and mostly sharing my eccentric authenticity) Perhaps pressing post impulsively was following the instinct that being authentically my raw self with all my hair and all, is exactly what's needed. Perhaps it was TMI for you and you could have stopped reading when it got tmi and perhaps it was just perfect and what I needed to share for my own reasons and nothing else.

I can imagine you receiving this differently shall I have been standing up with a mic in a comedy club. It's a curious phenomenon how the mind labels some topics taboo like bith Money and Sex and apparently women's body hair. One must wonder and ponder... Why that might be 🤔😘