How so? Are you not a man capable of action? You're putting entirely too much emphasis on relying on others to do that which you can do for yourself, brother. In the end there is only you and this earth. To say because some man made thing that was valued at 30k goes to 0 overnight didn't mean you are ruined, you still have your life, you still have your sweat of your brow, you still have the ability to carry on without the imaginary value you think you have.