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I won't ever live in exile because that's wrong for humans to do and very likely to severly inhibit all the things I still want to figure out. Not to mention that I'm awesome and deserve better than exile.

There are a lot of things a person can do to build a network, even starting from nothing. It is very easy to join a few low commitment clubs and meet up groups for example. It's also nice to show up at some public hang-out spot like a coffee show, a bar or an activity center and commit to interacting with people. That's not to mention that just having a job is something that can drastically improve a person's subjective quality of life, especially if there is mutual respect and the person believes they are performing a worthwhile service for others.

Even of 70% of people were gangstalkers, (an unreasonable assumption) just by regularly meeting up with bigger groups of people that a person choses themselves, they can guaruntee that at least one ordinary person is hanging out or working alongside them during any moment where something unreasonable or alienating might occur.

I believe that trying to profile and remove people from one's life is a very flawed strategy that opens a person up for isolation and manipulation. I believe the most important thing is to meet with lots of different people. I don't recommend isolating oneself from anyone, no matter what anyone says.

Using websites like Reddit or Discord makes me feel icky. I try to limit my use of those sites as much as possible. I will follow every rule while using these platforms, but in my eyes none of them are good speech platforms. I may not be interested in saying something racist beyond dumb jokes, but that doesn't mean a third party should be able to prevent me from talking with real racists. Digit can use a platform like that if she wants, but I refuse to dirty my soul by relying on a subreddit or a Discord community for serious communication.

On this topic, real life is also great for communication since even in the most authoritarian regime I could always just invite someone over to my home if they want to talk with me about a forbidden topic. I think real life is really underrated as a free and decentralized speech platform, even ignoring the USA and its strong constitutional protections of speech.
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🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 6mo ago 💬 1

Way more than 70% of people are gangstalkers if you draw the line at anyone that joins in with gangstalking more often than they stand against it. Probably 99.9%

If Digit wanted me to have a support network she could tell me to make friends. As far as I know she hates me and she doesn't want me to have anything comforting me other than the Spotify playlist she made that lets me know she's probably alive.

I had "friends," but they revealed they're not real friends because they don't care about Digit, so I revealed I'm not a real friend because I'm not loyal and I would harm pretty much anyone left alive if Digit died.

The internet is the place where I have a chance to reconnect with Digit someday. People afk can't help me, afk isn't separated from online by being "real life," online and afk both real life, but every afk person is definitely not Digit and probably doesn't even know Digit.

I've also never found anyone sane enough to pass all my most important sanity checks, which would basically be the only non-Digit person it might be interesting for me to find, but if they ever show up it would probably be on the internet too (and they would probably help me try to reconnect with Digit, being that sane)

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Scoundrel 6mo ago 💬 2

How are 99.9% of people gangstalkers? Do you gangstalk people? Have you been asked to gangatalk people?

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🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 6mo ago 💬 1

I'm part of the maybe 0.1% (probably less) who actually have a spine

Your question is bizarre - you're replying directly to me answering your question, I said this is around the percentage you get if you draw the line at people who are more likely to join in with it than stand up to it

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makeheroism 6mo ago

“I’m built different”

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Scoundrel 6mo ago 💬 2

Ohhh, I get it. So you aren't saying that people are actively gangstalking, just that they would if given the opportunity.

So like, what exactly is gangstalking? Is it different from disagreeing with you?

Also, why do friends have to agree on anything at all? I already told you I've been friends with people who said they wanted me dead, why do you draw the line at not caring about Digit? Did you blame them for how their words made you feel?

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🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 6mo ago 💬 1

10 years ago we'd have been talking about "potential gangstalkers," people who would do it if given the opportunity

Now it seems like the astroturfing industry has grown and integrated gangstalking into the social media industry and everyone has probably gotten chances to join in

Some years ago during McCarthyism we might have been closer to today's percentages, but this is a new paradigm now

Gangstalking seems pretty self explanatory. Same with other words for it like group stalking or organized harassment. You should have all these words in your vocabulary and be able to put them together, what are you actually asking me? Surely you've gathered from context that it's not when a person stalks a gang and instead it must be when a gang stalks an individual?

On the last paragraph, you're forgetting a whole conversation we had before about this and you kept struggling to understand the simple answer in that whole conversation too: Digit is more important than you and me

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makeheroism 6mo ago 💬 1

You are extremely mentally ill. You are obsessed with a woman and attempting to track her down against her wishes.

You must seek help as soon as humanly possible. You need to move forward with your life.

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Scoundrel 6mo ago 💬 1

That's not the only part I'm asking about. Does "following" someone count as stalking? If I never click on your profile and anly ever talk with you when you show up in my posts does that count as stalking? If I never coordinate with others does that still count as a gang?

I would be friends with someone even if they disagreed about something far more important than me or you. What do I have to say to convey my point? The importance doesn't matter; there IS no threshold where disagreement disqualifies someone from being a friend, no matter how extreme the disagreement or important the topic.

Were you really that insecure about explaining your beliefs to your friends? Maybe you see it as just a performance, but figuring out how to share one's beliefs with others is very important.

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🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit 6mo ago

If you join in with others who are targeting me, you're participating in gangstalking.

Since you're more likely to continue doing that than the opposite, you're a gangstalker.

I feel like this is already explained above.

I've also explained that Digit is more important than any of your friendships, if they don't matter enough to account for coexistence with factors as important as her. That's also pretty self-explanatory. You keep comparing Digit to you and me like you can't understand the difference. We're not even female, let alone her.

There's no insecurity involved, I just have no sympathy or use for people that don't care about Digit.