/x/35506270 (Determined Shithole Existence)

Anonymous 23/08/05 13-27-49 (Sat):

i have demons whove destroyed me mentally, i cannot control any aspect of myself that requires suffering to carry out. theyve been controlling my entire destiny so all i know is it or them. One giant fuck me is all my life has ever been, they took a pure soul and spit on it over n over. they want me to stop masturbating but i have 0 will to power. it tells me i was born from nothing for the pleasure of a higher being whose sadistic in nature to his own insanity. i ask him his name & he replies "my name is who am i" referring to the novel You don't know me (google images). I think he wants to put my in prison with a paradox ridden mind consumed by darkness. itd hurt so much never 'really' understanding whats going on and why its happening, thered be no hope left for me. its also convinced me that i am the only person who exists in my reality, getting stuck inside a box inside a box knowing youre just a toy for the gods whilst continually suffering would drive me to ultimate insanity. Thoughts?

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