I think about this a lot. I could hypothetically just be on an extremely fine line between trash and better people, where others with my best qualities hide from me because of my worst qualities, and no one else has both, so I'm isolated.

Instinctively, I'm sure that's not it. If no one else has both, then probably no one else has either. Digit seems to be the closest it gets to having my best qualities in someone other than me. The counterpoint is the idea that I just overlook the same qualities in other people because they're not hot girls, but it seems like it's just coincidence that she's a hot girl (or it proves if I was female, the importance of hot girls would overpower my food drive).