consensus people freak me out.
do you know what im talking about?
they have something missing in their eyes, and they proudly/loudly regurgitate the mantras of their tribe, or system. but you can see they lost who they were a long time ago. so long they don’t remember. they just know for some reason, they way you are looking into them makes them angry and depressed.
even love makes them mad.
but God can raise people from the dead.
I heard someone just like this today.
some people think im just being mean saying this. but they are real. and its creepy.
They sound crazy to me and creepy because you know you absolutely can’t trust them.
but thats the thing that gets me.
there is no them.
or at least….meh. you get it.
i actually feel compassion when i see it. but now i know its a thing only God can fix.
I have caught myself in knee jerk reactions that have creeped a part of me that is paying attention. Next thought is shit, ok, we need to take a new inventory, figure out how I truly feel and what was placed there by unguarded consumption of information.
We’re all born NPC’s.
Some never grow or search for more. Thus the NPC adult. Groups are self controlling. They won’t let them escape.
