Just bring some old post from fb with just minor editing (that’s not minor at all) and post here so my feed won’t get quiet lol (and I really want to attach some yt link in it but it seems to appear just deadlink but anyway I will attached along with it anyway)
https://youtu.be/IxxstCcJlsc
In Thailand today is maybe someone’s special day, but I doesn’t give a shit about it much so maybe my family ,esp. my mum, will call me and rekt me 4 sure ,not that I hate family but I don’t know why they need to be empathized from me so much.
Thru this day I still hate my f***ing job that I was forced to be so much from my family. But sometimes I wonder why I still keep studying to MS by the way.
Maybe what the Zedd’s song telling me is true, what I hate it most in my life become the pieces of me, my f***ing CLARITY, “they” tell me u should love ur career and make us proud ( not me ) but the more I dig deep in it the more I really HATE it and for the whole life I have to live with it for their f***ing almost nonsense pride and it make my life and my mental health get REKT!!!!
So I don’t care mentioning that I still the NOOB in my main career cuz I just want to grad MS from it and hope I won’t have to give a shit about it anymore.
But what make my life come to this, that F***ing fiat culture do! 
