Consider letting it go. Don't wanna get into it, but fwiw I'll say that before I knew you better I almost joined in once. I thought maybe it was some sort of troll or andy kaufman performance art you were carrying on with. And it's easy to get carried away and be a dick online sometimes.
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After joining in heavily, it doesn't get let go until even heavier action is taken to make up for it
The gangstalking subreddit is run by gangstalkers but might still have some good info to help you understand how serious this issue is
It's not realistic at all to imagine letting it go with people who joined in heavily and haven't atoned for it
Another source of good info might be searching "darqwolff" (my first reddit username) on rdrama.net if that site is still around, it was an organizing hub for gangstalkers after their /r/drama subreddit got banned from reddit
I'm not sure if those retards know about my npub, shit might get fucked up now because of me posting this. Ah well