No, you dont sound crazy at all. At least not to me. i havent and I wont watch any of it, so Im just going with gut instinct as to if he is or not. Maybe he is alive. Not ruling it out. But, like all things, those specifics are less important than what the ordeal will be used for. But I will require immense amounts of proof to believe it was Israel or just some random simpleton.
'Never let a good crisis go to waste.'
- credited to many