Brother you may be as weird as me. 😆

I've done this. Few

I've done sensory deprivation tanks and used to to rewire my brain... I needed it, don't really want to get into it.

Anyway, they tell you do this or that as a meditation or try to astral project whatever. Your note reminds me of this thing I would do in the tank where I almost could put myself back in my body on given day when I was a kid. It got insanely vivid. It didn't feel like memories it felt like I was reliving. To the point it was almost like afterwards I could remember a time as a kid when my adult self visited me and reassured myself about the future.

Impossible to truly describe the feeling of serenity, appreciate of life and gratitude you have after a session like this.

Life is a beautiful thing if you let it be. It can be a fucking prison if you let little shit get in the way. PS everything that makes you miserable is little shit. I know it doesn't always feel that way, but it is.