I did, it was an accidental solo adventure in my formative years. it was comforting. However, I have found utilitarian thought and I feel it provides a better base for my worldview.
I commented as such because I feel my soul is in an argument with this world of conformities. I now see the world view of trying to get the greatest good in the face of negativity. I see areas where I can make changes and I am compelled to act positively there.
I think I understand what you mean. Sorta a constant rebuff of the things you see around you that are disagreeable because of their damaging effects on society.
In a way, it's a constant cognitive dissonance, no?
Yes, I have found peace in the process as a duck may find rain not a bother, all while paddling like hell while showing calm on the surface.
I feel i crave the spice of life, and with it comes some unsavoury aspects that must be recognized and endured.
