Grieving is such a wild experience. I’m choosing happiness over suffering, I know I am. I’m making space for the unknown future to fill up my life with yet-to-come surprises.

But it’s so hard to look forward to the future when my iPhone reminds me how magical the past was. This day 5yrs ago my sweet husband & I shared this kiss in #Bali

We laughed so hard on this trip… I mean like nonstop belly laughs. We had just met 2 months prior, gotten engaged 3 weeks later, and went on a multiple month trip around the world to “get to know each other as fiancés” hahahaha. #YOLO https://nostr.build/av/70abe7244fd272da4ae8d7e67fdd81aa0dd7b4312ef1b7366dbdf6679646c854.mov